Feels like Heaven

What does “Heaven” Feels like? A lot of people commonly use this word as a metaphor for what it feels like to have all the desires they want. But what does Heaven really feel like?

Earlier this night, it comes in my mind, that does heaven really feels like? And asking God while I walk my way to my home. A minute after, there is this strong wind just blowing, and as I smiled, I don’t know why I love the feeling so much, but “I feel like a feather dancing with the wind”… Then as I thank God for that experience, and randomly sang praises and worship songs.. The wind kept on getting stronger and stronger! I was like… YESS LORD!!

Then words came in me…

“Heaven feels like, when you are just so free, nothing to worry, free from all the negativity, all the sins, and you are just simply filled with such happiness, happiness that you are smiling so hard, and your heart is just floating in the air, and nothing can stop you from being happy!”

Well, so basically, I will rephrase all the simplicity… First, it was really weird, but then again.

“God moves in mysterious ways”

And I became, amused, then amazed… and God didn’t stop from letting me feel amazed.

God is amazing!!!

One more thing, after that brief feeling I heard a voice, “If my children will just see the real happiness I have for them, they will know how much I love them”…

And I saw a picture of people just smiling at each other, having this openness of joy, and gladness greeting to each other, encouraging one another.

And I was like, so this is just small part of heaven…

GOD IS INDESCRIBABLE!

“Freedom from Sin”

First of all… God is amazing.. GOD is AMAZING!…

“There is no greater feeling than knowing that you are free from the Sin that you’ve been slave of.” ~ J.F.

It’s been a while since I am coming to any churches lately for the past 4 weeks I’ve been out of attending..

But this morning is different, God talked to me.. told me and pushed me to go attend.

And guess what? I didn’t even notice that the topic is exactly what I really need in my life right now, the preaching, the title “A life without Sin”.

Lately, I’ve been a slave of Sin, and I always.. always wanted to go out, and kept praying.

We’re slave to sin only if we allow it in our lives (learned)…

Little that I didn’t know, God is always watching me, guiding me, but because I am distracted in my life. I can’t hear His words, His whispers. Until it come that I prayed, and heard Him..

So hear I am coming in the church excited for the preaching…

So the preaching happens right? In the middle of it there is this deliverance that is coming in me that I am not expecting. And so it goes.. and started.. I kept on crying and asking for forgiveness and I just wanted to be free again. Free from sinning.

The Pastor told us to face ourselves in the mirror and just look to ourself and say I forgive you, I forgive you.. But even before that… Mirror is not what happened in me, for the first time, I see my literally self, embodied and whole. Looking at me.. and I started crying and just saying sorry, and forgive me if I fail you, I am so sorry.. I love you… I love you so much… And I hugged myself so tight and keep on crying. And then there is this moment that starts feeling in my skin…

Have you seen the scene on Spiderman 3 before? When Peter Parker is trying to remove the venom is his body? That’s exactly what’s happening in me, I felt like I wanted to vomit, explode, small electricity going through my spine and skin.. as GOD gave me this picture of Him removing the Venom in my body (The Sin).. And it was like His pulling it off of me in my back and just as He starts pulling it off the remains are turning into dust being deleted in the existence.. Until It was gone, and I felt I just run a mile without breathing..then after felt like a floating feather…

Then, there is this voice.. “My son, I love you”.. And GOD coated me with this robe, a shimmering glass transparent robe, and has a thick texture.. And Him putting in me while I kneel before Him.. hearing.. “This is your light my son, when you walk in life, this will shine upon and know that I am always with you whenever, whatever, wherever you go.. Then I thought it’s done.. but no! GOD told me to raise up and show Him my hands, both hands.. He gave me a SHIELD and a SWORD. Then GOD said, use this shield to block all the negativity, the thoughts, the lies that the enemy is trying and will going to do in your life(John 10:10) and this sword to slice, pierces all the words that is not for you that the enemy is trying to do in your life.

Then I told this to my Pastor after the service, and then she said to me that is all Biblical, and I was just stunned at the moment, smiling so hard, and just filled with joy. She told me to read (Revelation 3), and (Ephesians 6).

Then… so it goes.. I AM FREE!!!

FREE, knowing that I know that God is with me! And standing firm in life. DAY BY DAY.

Each day is going to be different but, fear not God is always with you.

I am free now from my sin! A new journey has begun!

What about you? What are you waiting for? Don’t you wanted to be free from the sin?

Just talk to God, and be amazed! God bless!!!

Overcoming Rudeness of People

Some people are just rude, don’t they? Let’s talk about why are they just simply rude and why it makes us angry at times. First of all a person is rude because of what happened in the past, he/she might encounter the same experience of rudeness of other people.. The thing is that the person is not aware that from that negativity… and thinking about it and reacting about it is what makes them rude in the future. When the person thinks of that reaction/emotion it plants a seed in their heart whosoever will react. The reason why is because that person is not free, remember the previous topic about setting yourself free? It’s connected, when the person is rooting in hate, that person didn’t forgive anyone, have pride on a wrong things, or person is lacking the knowledge of love. You see if the person is filled with LOVE, then that person will be aware of what kind of actions he or she will do, vice versa that person will understand the person whose being rude. But anyway, being rude is one of the cause of other’s perspective of anger issues. When the person collect those negativities and keep them, its like your carrying heavy loads of gravity in your life that once you can’t lift it up no more, there will be chances that you won’t be aware that you will just snap-out of people around you. Yes that include your love ones, friends, and co-workers. It was written on (Romans 12:17)  ^“Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everyone.”

So yes! just pray when you encounter some kind of rudeness from other people, pray for the person, then understand the person, maybe that person is undergoing on something that is heavy. And least you don’t know you’ll be an instrument to help that person to release that emotion.

TRUTH SPOKE IN-LOVE

It all makes sense now… God created Adam and Eve at the beginning but they have cause sin that rooted to the humanity, now every human being is “born to be a sinner” but through God’s loves, word, and truth we are going to find ourselves, from the moment that Jesus was sent to set as an example to die for our sins, then even God said every human being is set to live freely but then again, in that free will, there are options. I think its either believed about the lie, or the truth. I think deep inside of each and everyone the truth is the most hurtful but it’s the most “SET FREE” kind of feeling. And that is the real meaning of living free, by living in the “TRUTH”. But because we are just merely humans we are still a sinners, and still wanting to be redeemed. And Christ said, (John 3:3) Jesus answered and said to him, “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born again he cannot see the kingdom of God.. He was mention to be “Born-again” in spiriting and bury the sinners life and live with the truthful life.

Loving someone or Loving the “One”

It comes in a days that you feel indifferent, you know you love that person… Is it because that person gave efforts for you? Is it a natural way just to respond? There are so many kinds of love or definition of love. One of that is loving a stranger, loving someone when you met them at first is the way that you responded how your mind was always matching, or hunting for the missing puzzle. It’s your desires, what you really want. But loving in a relationship is truly different, before you really tell you “LOVE” someone in a way that you wanted to spend the life with that person. There will be a guidelines, a time of spending knowing each other, deeper and deeper.. Until you reached that bottom. You will notice the changes, from the way you communicate, from the way you always act. It’s called being (IN-LOVE). But saying to someone you just love the person, just because you get attracted at first, or just the glance of that person shine upon you, well that is not “TRUE LOVE”. Yes you can say that “I love you”. But it will not specifically drill in the heart. The person will just hear it, it will just come inside, but not be planted. Yes there is really a small chance that you met someone, some stranger, a destined one, or “THE ONE”. That once you told that person I LOVE YOU. That person will be the last, but again it’s however really small chance to happened. Because we always have different stories in lives. So even before you dive in into something your not comfortable with, be sure that you know how to love yourself first, know the person really well. Oh! and I almost forgot, loving someone despite of what they are already and you don’t like it on their acts, is not loving, its something you wanted for that person because you are stuck on that person. Although when you saw a potential.. It’s better to suggest, rather than commanding that person to change. Be humble, be kind, be understanding all the time!

Yours Truly,

The Decision You Make

My analogy about what’s happening right now in this generation, both politics and religion state. It’s not the “group” that changes. It’s each individual that causes. For example, in a Christian community, one or three people that committed a sin or doing wrong things, lets just say judge other people because they think they’re self-righteous because that’s really what’s happening nowadays. But that doesn’t mean Christianity is already base on judging other people and being self-righteous. Just because some people made mistakes like other people despite of religion. The group of people who have same beliefs will already have that picture. That is just simply being ignorant, because you just rejected to understand despite of each beliefs of other people. Same goes for other faith and beliefs, it’s the option, the path, the criteria, the decision of the person that “changes” a group. It’s how they pervasive the words or deliver it.