First of all… God is amazing.. GOD is AMAZING!…
“There is no greater feeling than knowing that you are free from the Sin that you’ve been slave of.” ~ J.F.
It’s been a while since I am coming to any churches lately for the past 4 weeks I’ve been out of attending..
But this morning is different, God talked to me.. told me and pushed me to go attend.
And guess what? I didn’t even notice that the topic is exactly what I really need in my life right now, the preaching, the title “A life without Sin”.
Lately, I’ve been a slave of Sin, and I always.. always wanted to go out, and kept praying.
We’re slave to sin only if we allow it in our lives (learned)…
Little that I didn’t know, God is always watching me, guiding me, but because I am distracted in my life. I can’t hear His words, His whispers. Until it come that I prayed, and heard Him..
So hear I am coming in the church excited for the preaching…
So the preaching happens right? In the middle of it there is this deliverance that is coming in me that I am not expecting. And so it goes.. and started.. I kept on crying and asking for forgiveness and I just wanted to be free again. Free from sinning.
The Pastor told us to face ourselves in the mirror and just look to ourself and say I forgive you, I forgive you.. But even before that… Mirror is not what happened in me, for the first time, I see my literally self, embodied and whole. Looking at me.. and I started crying and just saying sorry, and forgive me if I fail you, I am so sorry.. I love you… I love you so much… And I hugged myself so tight and keep on crying. And then there is this moment that starts feeling in my skin…
Have you seen the scene on Spiderman 3 before? When Peter Parker is trying to remove the venom is his body? That’s exactly what’s happening in me, I felt like I wanted to vomit, explode, small electricity going through my spine and skin.. as GOD gave me this picture of Him removing the Venom in my body (The Sin).. And it was like His pulling it off of me in my back and just as He starts pulling it off the remains are turning into dust being deleted in the existence.. Until It was gone, and I felt I just run a mile without breathing..then after felt like a floating feather…
Then, there is this voice.. “My son, I love you”.. And GOD coated me with this robe, a shimmering glass transparent robe, and has a thick texture.. And Him putting in me while I kneel before Him.. hearing.. “This is your light my son, when you walk in life, this will shine upon and know that I am always with you whenever, whatever, wherever you go.. Then I thought it’s done.. but no! GOD told me to raise up and show Him my hands, both hands.. He gave me a SHIELD and a SWORD. Then GOD said, use this shield to block all the negativity, the thoughts, the lies that the enemy is trying and will going to do in your life(John 10:10) and this sword to slice, pierces all the words that is not for you that the enemy is trying to do in your life.
Then I told this to my Pastor after the service, and then she said to me that is all Biblical, and I was just stunned at the moment, smiling so hard, and just filled with joy. She told me to read (Revelation 3), and (Ephesians 6).
Then… so it goes.. I AM FREE!!!
FREE, knowing that I know that God is with me! And standing firm in life. DAY BY DAY.
Each day is going to be different but, fear not God is always with you.
I am free now from my sin! A new journey has begun!
What about you? What are you waiting for? Don’t you wanted to be free from the sin?
Just talk to God, and be amazed! God bless!!!
“Freedom from Sin”
theobserviant 